vs. the Will​-​o'​-​the​-​wisp!

by Blossom Hero

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1.
can we stop for a second? i don't think i like this anymore you keep digging at your empty chest because? you should stop because there won't be anymore you should hide the logbooks or you should just burn the journals shed your tears and write your novels i thought about you i want to live the dreams that i do when i'm next to you she thought she'd tear my ass apart that's what she said before they all rounded up to sing: and how their spirits sung before me and then their spirits sunk before me
2.
cycle past and pay attention to the only lit window at night where the boy don't live but he desires to as he sits there all mortal the boy who fell in love with a cactus who stung him all of crystalline the boy who's like a clock who keeps running into needles dig and feel the rumble of the earth then fall down to the ground like up and down like up and dig down to the ground open fire on her chest is all in flames all in flames all in flames all in she said i was important to her then i wonder if i still am i wonder if i was she said i was important to her then i wonder if i still am i wonder if i ever was
3.
another day another album stopped today it's way too late and i can't even concentrate saliva coming from face there have been better days i've seen better days i cancel out the noise by playing samples of myself my microphone has moved up off the shelf i'm not even recording i'm just listening to existing her soft and gently whispering fill me with your acid as the clock goes ticking faster but the tempo still remains the same and will i do what i once did before again? and will you forget my name? see i have all these thoughts that matter not because they all sound through this disconnected microphone of mine and i like to think i'm kind and you all think i'm some sort of jester having fun and playing games but not today, no i'm throwing this red nose away i won't do away with these habits because they are what makes me who i am early clock repeats, time to do it all again and you all scream and shout and thank you all for coming out and there's one doubt am i still without you?
4.
and it hails and it snows and it rains sick and tired how it goes how it goes how i froze i desired how it hailed and it snowed and it rained i sought fire how it went how it went i am wicked and wired i grabbed my coat and walked downstairs then opened the door and got on my bicycle the road was cold and the hills were enormous the sounds were alarming the coat kept me warm and the trees they kept hiding eachother and over and over i fell to the mud sick and tired a friend i had found its mask was inviting and round we sat by the fire we sat and listened to the sound of
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Apple tree 03:24
a seed filled with fear a sapling that grew to wither in soil and acid and water of snakes that we should have cut down oh and it had such potential bearing all the ripest fruit oh the great big apple tree that it could have been when i woke up i became a tree and i just stood there as everyone ate my rotten apples and they threw up and then they cried they cried and screamed when i woke up i faced an everlasting wall and all of these hammers did nothing at all
6.
you blew up the moon you blew up the moon you idiot you idiot i killed myself a long time ago today and at the bottom of the lake i saw your face again you had no face again i don't see your face at night i do i don't see your face at night i do every night i do
7.
if you're so tiny and pathetic then how come then how come i'm stuck and tied up little girl i'm so very lost help me get back just help me get back and i can't pick up where i left off i don't think your eyes would allow it no no no no no i'm at the end of my wits now (you're so mean and i want to know more) i think i'd rather die i think i'd rather die you're my will-o'-the-wisp you're my will-o'-the-wisp you're my will-o'-the-wisp you're my will-o'-the-wisp
8.
no consequences that's what i might say honest to god i thought i was okay never again will i make these mistakes how funny of me to think i did great how could i fall for the ole fuckaroo again? how could i not attempt? i'm tired break my neck again split my back again don't come back again never come back again my superpower is making mistakes and never learning and i can't stop repeating the words that i'm sorry
9.
a solitary bard the man looked in the mirror aware that he was just a boy a solitary bard just me and my friend just me and my friend, just me a solitary bard just me and my friend i heated up and i burned it all down my friend is dead that's what you get i'm twice your size i could beat you up and i'm not scared just me in my bed
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Bed 03:06
then the furniture fell through the ground the windows nowhere to be found i was in a grey room and the walls were slowly slithering in my direction i don't want my life to end like this it's just another episode another story to be told and i deserve a fitting end that makes sense then i woke up in my bed and i was not afraid and this was not the end this was not the end and i die at the end but this is not the end
11.
as we row through grassy fields see i was only seventeen and i guess you were my first love and i have made a lot of mistakes see i had all these problems at home and i guess i was just lonely and i guess that's how you broke me because you told me you were lonely too i'm not a part of any community i'm scared my friends will leave me i don't like who i am anymore i don't know what i want anymore i was lying through my teeth you saw right through the bullshit and i thought i knew myself i guess never meant to be your friend turns out i'm selfish and i just want to hold your hand again and you could be just anyone

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released August 15, 2015

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