1. |
At the empty chest
02:57
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can we stop for a second?
i don't think i like this anymore
you keep digging at your empty chest because?
you should stop because there won't be anymore
you should hide the logbooks
or you should just burn the journals
shed your tears and write your novels
i thought about you
i want to live the dreams that i do
when i'm next to you
she thought she'd tear my ass apart
that's what she said before they all rounded up to sing:
and how their spirits sung before me
and then their spirits sunk before me
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2. |
Orchid cactus
02:21
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cycle past and pay attention to
the only lit window at night
where the boy don't live but he desires to
as he sits there all mortal
the boy who fell in love with a cactus
who stung him all of crystalline
the boy who's like a clock
who keeps running into needles
dig and feel the rumble of the earth then
fall down to the ground like up and down like up and
dig down to the ground open fire on her chest
is all in flames all in flames all in flames all in
she said i was important to her then
i wonder if i still am
i wonder if i was
she said i was important to her then
i wonder if i still am
i wonder if i ever was
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3. |
I like to think I'm kind
03:33
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another day another album stopped today
it's way too late and i can't even concentrate
saliva coming from face
there have been better days
i've seen better days
i cancel out the noise by playing samples of myself
my microphone has moved up off the shelf
i'm not even recording i'm just listening to existing
her soft and gently whispering
fill me with your acid as the clock goes ticking faster
but the tempo still remains the same
and will i do what i once did before again?
and will you forget my name?
see i have all these thoughts that matter not
because they all sound through
this disconnected microphone of mine
and i like to think i'm kind
and you all think i'm some sort of jester
having fun and playing games but not today, no
i'm throwing this red nose away
i won't do away with these habits
because they are what makes me who i am
early clock repeats, time to do it all again
and you all scream and shout
and thank you all for coming out
and there's one doubt
am i still without you?
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4. |
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and it hails and it snows and it rains sick and tired
how it goes how it goes how i froze i desired
how it hailed and it snowed and it rained i sought fire
how it went how it went i am wicked and wired
i grabbed my coat and
walked downstairs then
opened the door and
got on my bicycle
the road was cold
and the hills were enormous
the sounds were alarming
the coat kept me warm and
the trees they kept hiding
eachother and over
and over i fell to the mud
sick and tired
a friend i had found
its mask was inviting and round
we sat by the fire
we sat and listened to the sound of
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5. |
Apple tree
03:24
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a seed filled with fear
a sapling that grew to wither
in soil and acid and water of snakes
that we should have cut down
oh and it had such potential
bearing all the ripest fruit
oh the great big apple tree
that it could have been
when i woke up i became a tree and i just stood there
as everyone ate my rotten apples
and they threw up and then they cried
they cried and screamed
when i woke up i faced an everlasting wall
and all of these hammers did nothing at all
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6. |
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you blew up the moon
you blew up the moon
you idiot
you idiot
i killed myself a long time ago today
and at the bottom of the lake
i saw your face again
you had no face again
i don't see your face at night
i do
i don't see your face at night
i do
every night i do
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7. |
Will-o'-the-wisp
01:44
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if you're so tiny and pathetic
then how come
then how come
i'm stuck and tied up
little girl
i'm so very lost
help me get back
just help me get back
and i can't pick up where i left off
i don't think
your eyes would allow it
no no no no no
i'm at the end of my wits now
(you're so mean and i want to know more)
i think i'd rather die
i think i'd rather die
you're my will-o'-the-wisp
you're my will-o'-the-wisp
you're my will-o'-the-wisp
you're my will-o'-the-wisp
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8. |
I'm tired, I'm sorry
03:05
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no consequences that's what i might say
honest to god i thought i was okay
never again will i make these mistakes
how funny of me to think i did great
how could i fall for the ole fuckaroo again?
how could i not attempt?
i'm tired
break my neck again
split my back again
don't come back again
never come back again
my superpower is making mistakes and never learning
and i can't stop repeating the words that i'm sorry
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9. |
Just me and my friend
02:40
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a solitary bard
the man looked in the mirror
aware that he was just a boy
a solitary bard
just me and my friend
just me and my friend, just me
a solitary bard
just me and my friend
i heated up and i burned it all down
my friend is dead
that's what you get
i'm twice your size
i could beat you up
and i'm not scared
just me in my bed
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10. |
Bed
03:06
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then the furniture fell through the ground
the windows nowhere to be found
i was in a grey room
and the walls were slowly slithering
in my direction
i don't want my life to end like this
it's just another episode
another story to be told
and i deserve a fitting end that makes sense
then i woke up in my bed
and i was not afraid
and this was not the end
this was not the end
and i die at the end
but this is not the end
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11. |
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as we row through grassy fields
see i was only seventeen
and i guess you were my first love
and i have made a lot of mistakes
see i had all these problems at home
and i guess i was just lonely
and i guess that's how you broke me
because you told me you were lonely too
i'm not a part of any community
i'm scared my friends will leave me
i don't like who i am anymore
i don't know what i want anymore
i was lying through my teeth
you saw right through the bullshit and i thought i knew myself
i guess never meant to be your friend
turns out i'm selfish and i just want to hold your hand again
and you could be just anyone
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