Chlorine Chlorine & The Life of Ronald

by Blossom Hero

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1.
the weather was bad and I had just bought a new shirt the day before I did not bring a jacket, I didn't figure I needed one, suppose that was kind of dumb cause it started raining and I caught a cold, oh it started raining and I caught a cold couple months back was when she caught my eye and she seemed so fucking excited all the time i was terrified to talk to her, though didn't think she'd mind i wanted to get to know her, and I wanted her to be mine so I talked to her once in a while I sent her a message once in a while I liked her smile I liked her ...style And she moved funny Oh those times were a river My limp body going wherever the water went Once in a blue moon I'd see her standing on the land Beckoning her over, trying to get her to grab my hand and pull me out Oh man the only thing I want is just a chance Oh man giving up is just not my style you know and I talked to her told her how I felt But now I'm regretting My lack of detail She liked going fast But I'm okay with any pace I liked how she laughed but She wasn't into me Noticed she was big into those dudes from those superhero movies Well that ain't me so Good luck with that honey Oh man the only thing I wanted was a chance Oh man giving up is just not my style you know but I think she'll stop talking to me and it's making me crazy Oh I find her so interesting But she ain't never listening Oh man I really don't like superhero movies (What did he say?) Oh man I really don't like superhero movies (What did he do?) Oh boy I really don't like superhero movies (I believe) Oh boy I really don't like superhero movies (In fairy tales) And do you smell the lie in that? Gotta be honest I'm still hoping for you to reach out to me Like I did to you back in that fantasy river baby grab my hand Grab my hand, Living in a fantasy land, Still looking, I don't like where I end up
2.
overall i'm uncomfortable, i could do with a little less sadness most of all i'm not content at all, i'm told i'm doing better what angers me the most is that there seems to be no pattern to this, i'm seriously pissed (off) i want to get away from these uncertainties and periods of void a whole nother person with a completely different life i'd be some girl, in some american city, i'd have fucked up friends and we'd be in a band dark hair, glasses maybe, interested in deep sea creatures wouldn't worry about morality as much as me of course i'd face her hardships but it seems so easy now, every life far away from here, every life far from this clown not at home in my head, the life I live's no fantasy and there's no monster hiding under my bed is it good? is it bad? first person perspective, worst story I ever read and recently I've been thinking about kissing everyone never would have thought of that until it all went wrong i've got nothing to say i've got zero things to say
3.
I don't think I'm healthy I think I need help please I'm about to freak out How could you be so blind? If I mess up it's on you I told you I'd fuck it up here I go again I slipped on synthetic ice again I, I am very scared I, and I won't go nowhere I closed my eyes but only for a little while I closed my eyes but only for a little while I closed my eyes long enough I'm lost baby friends help me swim again She stabs and she stabs and she stabs and she stabs and she A crowd surrounds my pool they're amused I am cool I am cold I am cold And all I want is to return home and see my sunflowers again I want to see my wife and children before I head out again turn it off! you're supposed to turn it off or you won't survive look me in the eyes, you don't want to want to die believe me children hand in hand we march until we're old and grey I told you I'd ruin it, and I did again I slipped on a little blood again I, I am very empty I, I'm only very empty I'm lost baby man help me walk again She's dead in my eyes A crowd surrounds my house they're amused I am sweating I am cold I am cold And all I want is to return home and see my flower family again I want to see my wives and wives before I head out again *never to return*
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Grease Soda 02:08
after a day of pretending after a day of trying to keep up i like to sit down and have myself a i'm drinking grease soda your living room is exposed and it smells of grandma and grandpa's old shit you try to hide it but inside there's a lot of nothing and that nothing won't fit don't get me wrong i love the way my teeth fall right out of my mouth i love the way my red skin shimmers in the sun but what about those prices? what about them what about those prices leads you to believe i'll get knocked out cold (forever?) wonder what those prices think about my safety and health i'm drinking grease soda your basement room is exposed and it all just smells of your shit don't try to hide it i know inside there's a lot of room for another can full don't worry about it too much you sick man
5.
every night i sleep under the same stars teach me how to be a person every night i sleep on the same dirty sheets i don't know how to clean and teach me how to be a person teach me how to be a person teach me how to be a person teach me how to be a person teach me how to be a persooon teach me how to be a person teach me how to be a friend teach me how to be a lover how to eat food how to fulfill how to feel i wanna know if it's okay to be (me?) i wanna know succes i wanna know security i want to press on and i want to improve my life i want to mean something to someone i want to be a better person i used to live alone i used to live by the window by the window and the window watched over me the moon was my father i don't care if i'm dirty i don't care if i'm clean all i wanna know is how to dress up how to accept how to discover how to scream i love you and mean it
6.
This Train 03:54
train ride, am i coming or going? i don't even mind and that's a lie i'm well aware of the things i'm seeing over there and it seems unfair just a little obsolete this train seems kinda long and i miss his song whatever floats your boat whatever keeps your mind off things i don't really mind long as i'm not dying at the speed of light jeez i'm panicking, just tell me without words what do you look like? and it all seems a facade chronologically messed up in the body and the head step outside and you can embrace the sand if you want to yeah you can wear my jacket baby, cause i'll be inside yeah you could wear my jacket baby, if you were mine run along the train tracks baby come and find me if you can i'm not wearing any clothes there's no reason to until you jump out and run along with it and you'll find that there really ain't nothing like it oh I'm well aware this train is way too short and i miss his horns whatever floats your boat and keeps your mind off things i don't really mind long as i'm not dying at the speed of light i love this until it tells me not to cause them i wont love it anymore it's my inspiration i wanna kill it
7.
Bass Ronald 03:34
bass ronald i am a seer look me in my magic eight ball eyes i knew love but i gave it all away i never meant for her to stay why don't you come and help me out little ronald? bass ronald I wanna to feel the sun upon my skin and when I walk I want to do it all upright and I can't win with you ronald I wanna feel the feelings of a proper individual who can deal and know of your existence but I can't you're just a ghost to me a ghost I can dress up while she is phasing through the walls while I call her bass ronald to you, bass ronald i owe everything i'll follow you forever don't you know bass ronald bass ronald I know who you are to me, that's everything I'm not, but you're still part of me.and I cannot stop myself from loving you. you're valueable but at some point you have to let go of yourself to you bass ronald i owe everything i'll follow you forever
8.
we are just friends, just friends out of circumstance, circumstance play with the cards you're dealt, play with the cards you're dealt is it wrong? (no) dance on the floor like a madman, madmen they came before; think i'll ditch you how are you doing today my chum? i don't care cause i've grown cold and how are you doing today my pal? i don't care man, i don't care man
9.
and when the windmill comes for me i'll take out my notebook and write down the words I I love my friends and it won't take too long for them to find me flying here
10.
Infatuation 03:56
it feels so good to love like this again it feels so good to love like this again there's something sweet about it something optimistic there's something nice about it something cool i love you i love you i gaze upon you from afar i see your eyes, to me they're stars could you just stay before we start i want to show you all my heart i love you i love you we don't know eachother yet and we don't talk, too soon for that i want these pictures in my head cause they are perfect and this is sad it feels so good to love like this again it feels so good to love like this again infatuation too good to be true abandon all hope ye who enter here infatuation
11.
chocolate milk goes bad a horrendous smell invades my nosedrills friendship glue apple peelers curtains closed it's dark despite the daylight, sounds can be heard from the staircase desperation i remember when it was chips and water a safe haven now i just want to go where the heat is masturbation plastic surrounds me i can't tell the difference no sensation nothing at all it just blooms and i'm not sure if i should be dealing with my inevitable morality at this point but it really stings. i don't want to have to die but who would?0 go faster! i would but my feet are but stones and i'm bound by leather be stronger! i can't, my bones are brittle and i'm no person get smarter! all words pass right through my ears. such is my lack of growth get better! i don't know how. nothing works. at this point I'm alone seven ghosts come into my home they spit water that I drown in and I turn into a fountain
12.
best to move quick, they're following me oh baby and they got skulls and bones for days which is a real shame, they burrowed mine they got me to swallow their disgusting wine and I don't know where to start they've been treating me so hard and I don't know where I've been my god, what a horrible way to win the waters up to my knees chlorine filling the pool darkened trees baby come back to me chlorine, chlorine i now know not to intervene maybe, i'll see, baby i am running for my life the earth turned around and i'm falling towards the sky you know what happened you know what caused these clouds to fill my eyes baby i'm scared 'cause you're not here but me and I both know you're not supposed to feel fear anyway i am killing all my time as everyone wanders around on a giant spiderweb i am connected you are connected and i'm so very aware god damn it i'm scared 'cause you're all not here have we figured out how not to feel fear, tell me the waters up to my knees chlorine filling the pool darkened trees baby come back to me chlorine, chlorine i now know not to be obscene maybe, i'll see, try me Shar Shar, Shar Shar, Shar Sharp knife Shar, Shar Shar, Shar Shar, Sharp Knife let's talk about knives Shar Shar, Shar Shar, Shar Sharp knife Shar, Shar Shar, Shar Shar, Sharp Knife slam it into my fist I'm making all your idols bleed Ooh I'm making everyone you worship bleed Sharp knife, slam it into my fist Ooh sharp knife, slam it into my fist We'll merge and I'll bury all your friends in sand We'll combine no need for hand to hand conversation the waters up to my knees chlorine filling the pool darkened trees baby come back to me chlorine, chlorine i now know not to be obscene maybe, i'll see, try me the waters up to my knees chlorine filling the pool darkened trees baby come back to me chlorine, chlorine i now know not to be obscene maybe, i'll see, baby
13.
i bite through the plastic the sun hits my skin I want to believe you I'm tired of sin just let me meet that ghost and let me elevate to oh so distant homes I give shape to my own nightmares to escape my own white hairs mystery girls strange ways of transport distant hills sweet conversations I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER FUCKING KILL SOMEONE X3 I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER COMMIT A HIT AND RUN and I eat souls but then I waste them out on the road and yet I'm sleeping and if I'm not alone then how come I'm glued to a blanket with a cold doll at home I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER FUCKING KILL SOMEONE X3 I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER COMMIT A HIT AND RUN I WANNA GIVE MY LIFE AWAY TO CIRCUMSTANCE CROWBAR IN HAND, STRANGERS APPROACH, THOUGH ALL THEY DO IS, CARRY ME HOME I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER FUCKING KILL SOMEONE I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER FUCKING STAB SOMEONE I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER FUCKING MURDER SOMEONE I WANNA SEE MY BUS DRIVER COMMIT A HIT AND RUN
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I'm a Leader 03:15
sometimes you have to sit down and take a breath you're not as crazy as you might think, calm down a little and often you might find yourself like this and maybe you think that you can't change but just give yourself a little time might seem crazy, but it'll all end up just fine i know you might feel guilty taking time for yourself but sometimes doing nothing is the best thing you can do and I love you but I trust I won't do for too long and I love you and you don't love me the same but I'll celebrate anyway, I'll be fine either way what else can you do but trust in the saying good things come to those who wait, and I will wait but not for you I'm a leader I'm a leader Salt and sirens Salt and sirens Perfect on the seashore Perfect on the seashore And the salt will taste of sugar I love you

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this is the story of Bass Ronald and his troubles

shoutout to my friends and that one person that told me they know all the lyrics to my first album! love you!

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released August 29, 2017

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